Is You Is? or Is You Ain’t…???

I think I’m doing it again.
Seeing more in you than just a friend
an innocent look here
a reassuring touch there
to me, feels like something is in the air.
And when I’m away from you
I think of reasons why its impossible
that you could think of me the way
I’ve started thinking about you lately.
Notice the way your palm fits the span of my waist?
the way when we’re side by side, our hands find their place
the way you look at me and wink, for no apparent reason
and how recently it makes me sweat, no matter the season
or how about the way you bring up a touchy subject
and you know I know its jokes, but we still argue for the hell of it
or how you said ‘no more sister-like teasing’ though I didn’t ask you
and how you insinuate that I’d be the perfect girl, if I wasn’t 5″2.
It may be that you’re just being a friend, and it’s all in my head
or you feel the way I do and you’re not sure of the next step
but whatever the case, I push you out of my mind with reasons so convincing
and yet when I go to bed, it’s about you that I’m dreaming
your hot kisses…passionate…steaming…
Goddammit ~B~ get a grip and stop tripping!